precious husband

he is known as ph on this blog.

and precious husband fits him perfectly.

he is my rock,

my salvation,

my best friend.

we were newly married

when cooper died.

just shy of our first 

anniversary.

our marriage had not been tested.

and was it about to 

be pushed to the brink.

i can vividly remember 

being in the room with 

cooper, saying our goodbyes

and thinking to myself.

"i just lost my son, 

i am not going to lose my husband too."

his love saved me during that time

and it continues to save me each and every day.

he is my biggest supporter.

he accepts my quirks

( and i have alot of them)

he encourages me to take time for me.

and doesn't criticize my fabric stash.

he is an incredible father.

chace is lucky to have him

as a role model.

i never thought i would

find someone who could love 

me so unconditionally.

(ok, let's be honest, 

i didn't think i deserved 

to have someone love me.)

i thank my lucky stars 

each and every day.

i feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

and i just wanted to share that with you.