i have said this to myself
the last several days.
it began when
i let chace sleep in bed
with me in santa fe
because his ears and teeth hurt.
i cant believe i just let my 15 month old sleep in bed with me.
then in the atlanta airport
in the family restroom
chace decided to throw his
beloved duckie into the toilet.
i saved duckie from drowning,
dried him off
and returned him to his keeper.
i cant believe i just took a lovey out of the toilet and gave it to my son.
thursday, it was warm out.
we were outside
and chace spotted a puddle.
i let him play in it.
he had a a blast.
i am still regretting that decision.
i cant believe i just let my son play in the puddle with his clothes on.
and to be quite honest, i cant believe i just admitted this to you.