too familiar

Thursday, March 17, 2011

chace has to have a CT scan.
he has this bump
on the roof of his mouth.
we have seen several doctors
and no one can decide what it is.

they all say it is nothing to worry about
that the probability of it being something bad
is very small ( which means absolutely nothing to me)
and that they have never seen this in someone so young.

all of these things make the hair
on the back of my neck stand up.
the oral surgeon feels that the CT scan
will clear up the confusion.

the kicker is
that in order to get a CT scan
of a 13 month old
you have to sedate them.

this makes me very nervous.
and needless to say brings back
cooper's surgery flooding to the surface.
hell, we could even have the
same anesthesiologist.

i keep telling myself that it
will be fine.
but i am still nervous.
and i am sure that
i will cry the entire time.

so if you dont mind,
good you send some
positive thoughts our way today.


  1. Thinking of you.


  2. Consider those positive thoughts sent!!

  3. Will absolutely send good thoughts!


  4. Sending SOOOO much positive energy, good vibes, and courage your way.

    Lots and lots of HUGS.

    And I'll be waiting veryveryvery anxiously to hear how it all went.

    XO to a gagillionty.

    PS: If I could have been there to hold your hand and rub your shoulders, I would have. I'm as "there" with you as I can be. xoxoxoxo

  5. You are in my thoughts and prayers.