* my heart ached for cooper and soared with joy at the thought of meeting the bean.
* the bean got some cute clothes in the mail from zutano.
* i made some more holiday patchwork napkins today. i do love them so.
*last night, i got really mad that cooper died.
* my c-section date was scheduled today. february 22, 2010. it seems so far away.
* the doctor who delivered cooper will do the c-section, as well as my obgyn, who is coming in on her day off! i am happy to be part of such an amazing practice.
* still loving my iphone, although it is a bit like crack.
* have one more gift to make and then i am done with my holiday shopping.
* then comes my favorite part, picking out wrapping paper at target!
* the bean is still very active. i think he has his days and nights mixed up.
* in 17 days cooper would have been a year old. i don't really know what to expect in terms of my emotions.
* all in all life is good.